Cold but unafraid

Him: I’m scared

Her: Why?

Him: I’m afraid once I cross over I won’t see you again or anyone else I love. The unknown, the darkness, the thought of it all scares me.

Her: You will cross over into the most beautiful and peaceful part of our existence. The ones you love who have crossed over will greet you. You will never be separated from your loved ones in this realm and if they call you through memory or strife your spirit draws near. You see, my love, separation in this reality is the greatest illusion.

Him: (His eyes grew heavy, a single tear slowly streams down his cheek, a faint smile) thank you for all of the love you gave and the memories we shared…

His hand slips off the tips of her fingers as he drifts away from the physical reality.

Cold but unafraid.

His eyes still open but empty.

Softly she takes her hand and closes the curtains of his soul yet could still feel his presence within.

Star dust once again and a rebirth of a new timeline.

The flow of life takes but gives in return.

She leans in and holds her forehead to his and communicates to his spirit her last goodbyes to the empty physical form.

She pulls back and walks out of the room and never looks back.

A heavy yet full heart beats fast as she fights tears of gratitude.

Her: I’ll see you on the other side of eternity.


There are many people who believe that life works through signs.

If things go well, if they flow, you should go ahead with them.

If they do not flow, you should abandon them.

And there are many people who pay no attention to these signs.

But once they realize coincidences do not exist, they attempt to “read into” life.

By way of signs, of course.

But that reading is still very rudimentary. “If everything works out, move forward. If there are obstacles, go back.”

And they apply this formula to everything. And since they are open to life’s signs, they think the ego is under control. This could not be further from the truth.

If life is easily “legible,” why hold the Higher Self and the Essence in such high esteem?

Because only they can answer your most profound questions.

Whatever goes unanswered by your Higher Self and your Essence is answered by the ego, and therefore it will not be resolved.

So think along these lines:

There is something I must do, and that something requires a lot of commitment on my part. So life is going to come up with various obstacles in order to test how committed I am.

Imagine that during this time you give up because you feel that the obstacles are a sign for you to step back.

Do you see why it isn’t so cut and dry?

And now you ask:

How can I tell when the obstacles are a trap to test my commitment and when they are a sign that things will not work out?

How do I know?

Your Higher Self . That is the answer. Only your Higher Self can tell you what to do. Only your Higher Self can point out the parameters of that initiative.

If you are still unable to connect with your Higher Self, use your intuition.

Never use your mental dimension. Never use your ego.

So now that I have explained the basics of coincidences and signs, let me kiss your forehead so that you may feel at peace.


The Book of Light

Give To Yourself

I do not want to receive what you wish to give me.

Do you know why?

Because you do not give yourself anything.

You want to give me everything.

And do you know something?

I cannot receive anything unless it has come through your essence.

If you do not give yourself anything, you are not giving me anything.

I need things with soul. It is with your soul that you communicate with me.

Everything you do for me lacks soul, because it does not come through you, through your filter, through your soul.

Everything you are going through at the moment has a name: lack of essence.

The Universe takes from you so that you will look inside yourself.

Never forget this.


Book of Light*

The Only Way Out Is Through

Divine masculine energy reading:

Happiness is closer than you realize. A rewarding outcome is ahead but the key to receiving this will be slow and steady progress. Do not make any hasty decisions at this time based off of emotion. You’re hurt at this time but staying strong and stoic and positive in the face of hardship. Allowing fear or frustration to rule you will only weigh you down at this time. Look at how far you have come! Do not give up now even if you need rest take it but keep moving forward. Stay dedicated to your vision .

The fear and need you have experienced in the past is a feeling you have become accustomed to but are learning to break. These two things can destroy harmony and peace within all aspects of our lives, especially relationships with others. If you are lonely and seeking a partner or escape to alleviate that loneliness you are likely to attract the exact relationship you are trying to break free from which will emulate that exact frequency of need and fear. You may be able to build upon this unstable foundation built into dependency however all too often destined to fail. Ask yourself if you want a relationship that is the meeting of two minds and hearts as equals, free from doubt and insecurities that erode and weaken the bonds of love? If so, it would be wise to have that loving relationship with yourself and address the doubts and fears so they are no longer the driving force or motivation for seeking a relationship. Stop looking for wholeness within your relationships instead focus within. No one can make you happy they only can give you fleeting moments of a feeling that can only be sustained by going within and focusing on that security and happiness that lies within all of us with discipline and consistency. You have to learn how to give what you wish to receive from others. Once you are content within you will be content without whether you are with someone or not. As above so below.

Do you have conflict between your perceived reality and beliefs? It’s time for a need of honesty and the courage to let go of self-deception that is being held to hide and protect from a painful reality. If you have low self-esteem, a demeaning inner voice, or an inability to handle criticism it reveals and reinforces a low opinion that is already held. Take off the masks. Sometimes a smile hides guilt, blame, judgment, regrets and a pain that you may be in denial about. This gentle intervention is a reminder to remove the mask and blindfold. Let go of the lie that all is okay and that you are happy and allow yourself to address the thoughts and beliefs that you have been thinking poorly of yourself. See and face the inner demons that have you believing you are not worth or deserving of true love and happiness. Show your true self, wounds and all. Address the source of the negative self beliefs/inner talk and give yourself the opportunity and time to heal. Allow others to help you. Make sure they have your best interests at heart. You are not alone and you are loved. Understand the advice and constructive criticism others offer at this time is not an attack but a welcomed lesson that will help you heal and grow.

Control – the ultimate Illusion

A message for the collective:

Go with the flow of life with trust and faith. Relinquish control over all relationships and outcomes and believe that what is meant to be will be.

The only thing you can control is your mind, perception, and intentions. Do that well and you can regain your power and stand firm in your present while creating a future that suits your personal desires.

Once you know you have done everything you can. You can lay back and rest and allow yourself to learn, heal, and grow into the next season seamlessly.

When you feel the need to control others or a situation that is born from fear. You try to maintain the illusion of control. When you do this you not only stunt your own growth but those you love that are closest to you. We can create the pure intentions and can be motivated by love but divine timing is a huge factor and influence. You only have partial influence but the rest is up to faith.

The more you force influence and control the more you risk sabotaging your hopes and desires and inherently manifest the exact opposite outcome of the one you had in mind.

Can you hold onto water? This is exactly how you should hold onto life. Let it flow and allow it to be. Detach emotionally and let go of expectations which will create space for faith.

The universe will match your frequency so raise your vibrations by practicing the abundance mindset. The more your surrender the more you grow.

The Choice is Yours…

A message for the collective:

Stop letting the past hold you back. It’s ok to feel your way through tough times but there is a limit to your suffering that you must take responsibility for.

You have the power to move forward in your life and accept what cannot be undone. You will block your life’s blessings and alienate others if you choose to stay stuck.

We make choices, both passive and active, that influence every outcome that manifests in our lives.

Heed the lessons and move on. It’s time to stop feeling sorry for yourself.

Embrace your path and do not be afraid to walk it alone. Holding onto old beliefs can sabotage your future. Be unapologetic in your journey back to self. Don’t let societal constructs control your choices in this life. Authenticity is rare. Real is rare. We can all stand more confidently and burn brighter by being true to who we are and who we were meant to become.

Give yourself the love you wish to receive. You can’t pour from an empty cup. If needed a mentor or guide is a great person to seek in any transitions in life to help you gain clarity.

New beginnings and opportunities are being revealed and it is time for action. Balance your workload and ask for help if needed. Follow your passions and ideas that excite you.

All that surrounds you within your environment is the result of your choices and the choices of others. Even thinking you don’t have a choice in a matter is a choice. So take this time to choose wisely what your next move will be. You can choose to act or procrastinate. It’s up to you the speed but the first step is necessary at this time.

It’s time to say no to others and yes to yourself. The universe supports you in your journey every step of the way. Trust in divine timing and surrender. Have faith that the next step will be made clear once you set in motion and take that first step.

Love & Light

Multifaceted Love

We have many assignments in this life and one of the most important of these is to experience love.

It comes in many forms and we are supposed to not just seek to understand the textbook poetry but also live it and feel out the various facets of love.

There is co-dependent and need-based love and expands to the higher form which is guised as the colossal unconditional – Universal Love. There is innocent trusting love that a child has for a parent and then the unconditional love the parent has for the child. There is love of self and then others. There is love when we do something that gives us life and excites us above measure. Love of family, community, friends. Love through appreciation. Playful love, sexual love, selfless love, crazy obsessive love…

The power behind this word can bring down an entire universe and rebuild it depending on the experience of the perception. If taken away can break someone just as fast as it can build in a second with just a look, a touch, or a word.

Just as we are multifaceted so is love. It expands throughout our universe and beyond to what i can only imagine to be an endless realm of galaxies that I am willing to bet can feel the intention behind this word when genuinely extended.

How do you choose to perceive love? How do you choose to experience love? How do you choose to give love?

The more you love the more love that comes back to you. The more you surrender to the universe the more the universe gives you and at times can surprise you with gifts that can be small moments of love but will penetrate the fabric of your being and will radiate through your subconscious for the rest of your existence.

Do you view these small gifts as miracles to even be so lucky to feel or experience or do you take it for granted?

After all, the choice is yours.

Open yourself up to new love, a growing love, or infatuation that is to come or was right in front of you the entire time you were looking backwards. Open you heart, mind, and arms to this possibility, hope, and expansion. Let go of anything that no longer serves you and live in the present. You have new loves to feel out. A new place to venture off to. A new adventure to enjoy. New friends to make your acquaintance.

A heartbeat away, your new life/future awaits. So wake up with a smile and greet life with a new perception of love and see the world again through the bewilderment of your childlike eyes once again.

I love and therefore I am loved in return.

Tiny Diamonds

You can have a million moments that feel empty yet one moment that fills you up.

A million moments could amount to nothing yet one moment freeze time.

A million moments that amounts to a bag of coal yet one moment to a bag of tiny diamonds.

The one moment that transcends life, makes time stand still, and uplifts your soul above the clouds is the one that makes life worth living.

To find that one moment is rare and some won’t know it when they’re in it until it’s gone but the lucky ones soaked up every second in that moment and will carry it throughout eternity.

Find that moment and savor it like you would a drop of water on a parched tongue in the desert after endless miles of travel on foot.

You won’t get that particular moment again. You’ll chase that feeling for the rest of your life but it’ll never be the same because nothing will ever be able to replicate it and that’s what makes it rare and special.

Cherish today and if you haven’t experienced that special moment, create it.

The War Within

There are many battles we fight as humans.

We are influenced by media, politics, religion and create wars against each other.

However, there is one battle which we all face but many do not acknowledge, care to face, or even if tackled may never conquer. The great battle within.

We victimize ourselves against life’s tragedies, circumstances, or just the hand we are given out of our control at times although most self inflicted.

We dehumanize one another when we differ in opinion. Finding fault in others beliefs just because they don’t suit our own agenda/ narrative/identity.

We are all just doing the best we can. Leaning on what we’ve been taught and our own discernment based off of where we stand in life and our own experiences thus far.

The inner battle is the one to master. The greatest fight. Face yourself before you attack or pass judgment onto another.

It’s so easy and (weak) to focus on another’s faults making your beliefs better or above another’s. Superiority is unbecoming of anyone who wears it.

It’s hard and takes (strength) to look at and acknowledge our own faults and weaknesses.

The greatest war and the most important to conquer is the war within. Facing your fears, guilt, shame, pain and turning them into faith, hope, acceptance, and love. Alchemy of the soul.

While it’s true we can’t save everyone – we can save ourselves. The mastery of self; mind, body, and soul.

The one who stands in truth with pure intentions always wins in the end as they stand on strong foundation which endures every storm for all eternity.


Do you know how penguins know it is time to migrate?

When they are walking and the ice beneath their feet starts to break.

They are walking along as usual, and they feel the ice begin to crack.

This incident, this minuscule and extraordinary event, affects the life of millions of penguins, which, from that moment forward know the time has come. It is time to depart to even less hospitable places, so that they may proceed with their yearly venture of procreating.

It has been like this for millions of years. The ice cracks, and they depart only to return much later with their young, one more to add to their species. It has been like this for millions of years.

And so it will continue to be so.

Man has intuitive skills. He can feel when it is time for things to happen even before the ice breaks beneath his feet. Even before things happen, human beings are able to feel that the time has arrived.

And it has been like this for millions of years.

Man, however, makes judgments. He chooses to believe that he cannot do things or, even if he can, that intuition is not a good thing.

So he covers things up. And so he becomes blocked.

Man blocks his most magnanimous aptitude, his ability to walk before time and ensure that everything happens as it is meant to happen, simply because this is what he has perceived.

Man has a tendency to block out not only this skill but almost every other skill that he possesses.

“I can’t do it.”

“I don’t deserve it.”

“This is too good for me.”

These are expressions that, repeated a million times, are likely to become true.

Believe in your intuition. It is powerful and life-changing.

You may not believe anything else, but at least believe in your intuition.

It may not change the world, but it will probably change YOUR world.

And that in itself is already more than enough.

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